
The high-pitched whine, a constant guest,
Uninvited, settling in my chest,
Then blooming outward, to my ear,
A phantom sound, both sharp and clear.
No outward source, no bell that rings,
Just inner chaos, the torment it brings.
A cricket's chirp in silent night,
A buzzing fly in fading light.
Sometimes a hiss, a steady stream,
Disturbing slumber, breaking dream.
A rushing tide, a whispered plea,
A symphony of misery.
I strain to hear the world outside,
But this internal current cannot hide.
Conversations blur, a muffled sound,
As this relentless hum surrounds.
I seek the quiet, yearn for peace,
For this incessant will not cease.
A hidden engine, ever near,
A constant whisper, filled with fear.
I try to mask it, music loud,
But still it lingers in the crowd.
A shadow clinging, day by day,
This tinnitus, that will not stray.
Oh, for a moment, just to know,
The blissful silence, soft and low.
To hear the world, unburdened, free,
From this persistent tyranny.
A collection of poems and thoughts by Wendi Coles.